Reconciliation

There are times where I wonder if I should just suck up all my pride, pick up the phone and make the call that can possibly lead to a reconciliation. Without a doubt, I missed everything we had, the talks, the laugh, the anger, the fight, just everything. That was a friendship that didn't last a lifetime but left marks that will last a lifetime in my memory. No one can understand how much it meant to me and has affected me up until this date. I know that even if we reconciled our friendship, it won't be the same and I'll definitely have more to lose than gain.