Tears of a broken heart

It hurts..

I am trying to recover from the past, the pain that still hurts up to date

the pain that cannot be explained

the pain that no one will understand

At times i wonder why, but i already know why

ITS BECAAUSE OF YOU

because of you're continuous appearance infront of my eyes, i cant help it but to avoid you

some may say its stupid and immature

no explanation needed

 i just cannot stand looking at you in the eyes anymore 

a simple thing to stop and say hi but the pain it causes is undeniable

 unsure if you saw my actions, but even if you did, i dont care

i rather you see it and think of why, then to continue on being clueless

so i have been told that its immature to go on like this

but i know that i will never have the guts to come out of my shell and share my feelings

all i can do is just sit here and wish that this will soon come to an end

i shed tears of a broken heart........